| 2ed Shot |
[05 May 2006|11:27pm] |
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Gave myself 2ed shot yesterday. Had lots of energy today. Rode bike and weight training, felt great. Body changes: very oily face, stomach and face is hairier, I look like I've lost weight but scales still say 200lbs (muscle gain), hot flashes. Have had a short fuse lately. Feeling like I can conquer the world!
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| Voice |
[26 Apr 2006|01:22pm] |
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Hank JR. Tuesday's Gone |
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My voice is deeper!!!! Ever since the morning after my first shot my throat has been sore and itchy. Just now I noticed it is definitely deeper. Tomorrow will be a full week on T. Second shot May 4th. Also, my little man is still irritated and looks like it has shrunk a little. All in all everything going great.
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| Day 5 on T |
[25 Apr 2006|02:50pm] |
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Little Big Town "Boondocks" |
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First significant sign of T: last night I notice some swelling in my dick. This morning it was quite a bit bigger. Has a stinging sensation and can feel it swelling. Still no voice change.
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| STARTED T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[21 Apr 2006|02:39pm] |
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Sugarland |
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We left my house about 9:00am yesterday. Got on I-44 and headed to OKC. We arrived a lot quicker than I expected about quarter till 11:00am. My appointment wasn't till 1:00pm, so we went to Sears and Target. After checking in the nurse took me in and took blood pressure and made a copy of my shrink letter. She ask quiet a few questions like "how long you have felt like this" Dr. Davis came in and explained all about T and how I was going to be treated. He also felt around on my neck. The nurse showed me how to inject with a shot of B-12. Paid the bill and they gave me the scrip for Depto T 1 1/2cc every two weeks of 200mg. Could wait to get compound, so I fill it at pharmacy at doctor's office. Got home and gave myself the shot. It's real thick and was hard to draw up in nettle but everything else went great with no pain. Almost 24 hours later, my muscle is sore, normal. Throat is sore, feel irritable. On Cloud Nine!!!!!!!!!!
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| Waiting |
[16 Apr 2006|01:17am] |
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Rascal Flatts what hurts the most |
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Four more days till my endo appointment. I am a lot calmer than I was last week. Been thinking seriously about the implications that arise after starting T. I've went over all the apexes of transition a million time for six years now, but had always in the distance. Now that the time has come I've been taking everything to hart. Even thought I hate everything female about me, that is who I have been for 36 years. It's exciting to think that in a few weeks my transition will began and on the other hand it is scary.
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| Bummer!!!! |
[11 Apr 2006|11:28pm] |
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My Endo office called today and rescheduled my first appointment from Thursday to April 20th. Have to wait another whole week. Well I've waited this long so I guess another week won't hurt too much.
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| Anxious |
[08 Apr 2006|11:53pm] |
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I am so excited about my appointment Thursday!!! I am a mental wreck. I can't believe this is finally happening. My biggest fear is that there will be something wrong with me were I can't start T. I am overweight but have been working on it. I've been working out and taking fish oil and all that health stuff. I just can't get a handle on not eating fried foods and junk foods. Also struggling with quitting smoking. May be I am just being paranoid. But I just have this feeling my blood work or something will screw everything up. These is so important to me and have waited over 35 years to be Me and I don't know what I am going to do if I can't ever transition.
In my childhood through my late 20's I had no problem passing as a boy or young man. I didn't even really have to try. Now that I have gotten older and fatter I have a real had time passing (I try like hell). I bind; dress the part, the hair cut, and the walk same as always but can not pass to save my life. So with that said, I really need T and top surgery to make it these days.
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| New to LJ |
[06 Apr 2006|04:58pm] |
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Hi everyone!
I started this journal to document my transition from female to male. I welcome any advice or just friendship from other ftm. I live in Sapulpa Oklahoma. Located just outside Tulsa. I have a appointment with endo Jonathan Davis April 13 in Oklahoma City, if anyone is familiar with him like will I get my T shot on the first visit and how long dose he make you wait until you can get to surgery? Thank you for any info. Or if anyone have questions about the Oklahoma resources for ftm.
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